Good News

Good News By Laura Evans I miss groggy steam rising my coffee maker, growling over grounds  begrudgingly distilling joy‑scented promise I miss tracing cracked leather lines my steering wheel, sliding through my hands relinquished for two tense grips: bus pole and handphone  I miss unripened shades of green  my weekly cluster of bananas, awaiting consumption   now I wait, resigned, for fruit in its season Miss  understanding conversations in passing  solving crosswords with my mother each morning  testing the bounds of my physicality   Craving such small comforts like knowing  how green lights cycle at neighborhood intersections which chocolate milk tastes most like my childhood what unbothered street offers space to dance unobserved But twice daily, commute between harbor and hills  painted in sunlight, I am overwhelmed  sitting witness, stenographer of this serendipity The good news is: These days I distill my own joy  dance in the morning  suppress a smile, work myself awake  The good news is: A bowl of soup needs no translation  love, placed on the table before me its grammar, conjugations of compassion  The good news is:  I can call home  miles of distance, hours of time  mere ellipsis when I hear “Hello?”  The good news is:  I reinhabit my neglected body as I sweat and I breathe  blue belt on black gi1  The good news is: I am content in this Life: collection of iterations on old habits. I’m rebuilding Connection: the kindness of humanity, my anchor Gratitude: embodied, the sun rising over my skin and the sea.